Hello there. Today was kind of difficult, and I'm not sure why. I know I'm fighting off a cold, but usually being sick doesn't slow me down so much. Which was a considerable annoyance all day. Besides that, I just finished rehearsing for the district strings festival, and I'm very frustrated with how it's been going, and how my orchestra is kind of being gypped by some people in higher places.
The only happiness I get from playing the cello now is either practicing on my own or during pit rehearsal. I'm thinking about quitting after this year and joining choir instead. I would get to go to Carnegie Hall! It's a very tempting choice, but I know I should think it through further before making any sort of decision. And I'll always have Wind Ensemble, which I enjoy immensely despite not being too close with my section members. It rained today. I love the rain. I mean, I have no problem with them sun, but the rain is rejuvenating, and while the sun covers the world in blind happiness, a clear white overcast shows the world as it is, and it is quite beautiful, even without sunlight.
The only happiness I get from playing the cello now is either practicing on my own or during pit rehearsal. I'm thinking about quitting after this year and joining choir instead. I would get to go to Carnegie Hall! It's a very tempting choice, but I know I should think it through further before making any sort of decision. And I'll always have Wind Ensemble, which I enjoy immensely despite not being too close with my section members. It rained today. I love the rain. I mean, I have no problem with them sun, but the rain is rejuvenating, and while the sun covers the world in blind happiness, a clear white overcast shows the world as it is, and it is quite beautiful, even without sunlight.
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