So I guess I'm feeling pretty good. Except for the fact that I'm terrified I won't have my music ready for rehearsal on Tuesday. With the cast. I know it's sad, but when it comes to musical appearance, I'm a shallow, materialistic bitch. Really, I am. I hate looking like a bad or inexperienced musician. Hate it. And I would hate for hate for the cast to see me that way. It could ruin everything.
Absolutely everything.