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I feel super super cathartic right now, except I don't know what's happened. I feel like I should be working on something. I feel like it's the few days after my birthday, like there should be a big difference between before and after but there's not. There is nothing taking up much space in my head. Everything seems very trifling to me, very... ephemeral. If that makes any sense. I always say focus on today, but today is nothing. I feel out of place.