I hate that this subject involves itself in so much of how I think.

This is an official and officially bitter goodbye to the ability to post what I actually think and feel. 

Outside is outside. And today that means cold and windy. And lonely. (I miss you two already.)

I shouldn't have said anything tonight because I'm Nobody right now.

I don't want that. What I want is a hug. And a notebook doesn't do either, but.
Neither do you.

dudut dudut dudut dudut dut dut duduh [...!], 

dut dut dut dut duh dudut dudut duh, dudut duduh The world has gone mad.

P.S. I'm stuck in A.