The line in the sand has been reaffirmed.

For now I will look at pictures of snow and eat strawberries and revel in the cold and bitter, as I have been up until now. It is true sustenance. I’ve never known anything with better effects. I would endeavour to use that and the sound of an acoustic guitar to get me through the rest of the year. In that way, I am very self-sufficient. It’s wonderful. I’m good at it. I will have intellectual conversations with people I can learn from. I will have emotional conversations with people who encourage my heart to grow. I will experience dramas for the catharsis, absorb philosophies to think larger, taking in knowledge like sunlight and releasing nonsense for the benefit of those around me. I will single-handedly create a place in which I may thrive.