1. I have the body ache of realizing I want her to sink in.
2. Not everyone you know is sad. Everyone knows you only communicate in sad, and no one wants to be that asshole who points that out and walks away.
3. There is more than one 'her' on my mind and I don't feel bad about that.
4. I'm going to be twenty next week.
5. Maybe I'm bitter that I'm going to be twenty next week and I still haven't been kissed by someone who doesn't think my feelings are a joke.
6. I sometimes think everyone thinks my feelings are a joke.
7. I sometimes think my own feelings are a joke.