It's time to be honest.
I was looking for someone to cry with. And you don't get that from people you hardly know. I'll have to open up to a real person. And that's scary. I mean. I've never done that. So it's new.
I realized that had this happened earlier, I wouldn't have been ready. I was too unstable still. I needed to think I was very stable, and then I needed to realize I wasn't, at all.
And now, I feel like I can handle anything.
You sir, asked me many, many times if I would (have).
I... don't know. Still. But it doesn't matter.
And then. That was an honest conversation we had. I felt so okay with saying whatever I wanted to. About anyone and anything. And you've had worse shit than I have, but you don't make me feel like my problems are small. I mean. You listened. And that was good.
And the sun came out. But only after we dared to swim in the freezing cold water.
That's how it works.
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