Epiphanies

It's funny because it was the twenty-seventh.
I like irony.

It's funny because I realized that I can't hang onto people. Inconcistency is one of the most basic human flaws. And it took me all year to see that. I tried really hard to attach myself to an assortment of people. And of course that didn't work, because they're all human. And I love humans, don't get me wrong.
But this is where faith comes in.
God will walk beside me every step of the way, whether I know it at the time or not.

One night, I was lying in bed. It was some time around 2am. I was feeling alone. And then I wasn't.
I think it was God telling me he's here. I took awhile to recognize that, but that's alright. I had to come to it on my own. He would have waited for me.

And. You.
Here it is.
I love you.
And it's going to be so great knowing you. I can feel it.