I really hoped this would be a different post tonight.

Unfortunately, no. 101 will be decidedly UNhappy.
So.

What is it about being angry that is so childish? Or, what is it about being childish that is so bad? When you're little and someone is mean to you, you push them. Maybe they fall down and get hurt. OH WELL. They were mean, you were mean back. Even. Balance. Karma.
I am trying so hard not to swear right now. This is ridiculous. Anyway.
Children, as I say quite often, are the most pure, most exposed human beings in the world. They say exactly what they feel. They do exactly what they want.
Why am I not allowed to feel things? Why am I not allowed to be angry? Or hurt? Or SPITEFUL.
Apparently, feelings are childish. MY bad. I should probably just be a robot. Then maybe I could stay in time! What a concept!

P.S. The little bitch inside me plans to read the entire book tonight. Just for spite.